If you have ever felt
consumed,
alone,
torn,
worn down--
If you've ever felt punched in the stomach
As though each person was out to get you
If you have felt the desperate need to crawl within yourself
to pretend you don't exist for 5 min. or more.
If you simply want the day to be over
the conversation
the situation.
If you wish people could be quiet for 5 min
that people would mind their own business
that Satan could just... leave you alone.
I know how you feel.
The worst feeling though is having no one to talk to- or thinking you have no one to talk to at least.
Even as a Christian telling God my issues is hard. I feel kind of stupid telling him my petty problems. I guess I think.. dang God you have the a world full of craziness.. even though my world may feel like its crumbling.. what's that compared to everything you have to deal with?
Sometimes I talk like that ^ as if I don't know my God at all...
then I remembered this song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GwoS_wIWz18
If anyone cared about how I feel
about how terrible my day was
about how lonely or overwhelmed i feel
or how antagonized I may be
or how many people are against me
... God is always for me.
He always has my best interest.
And no matter what I do
he loves me.
he cares for me.
"When the storm is raging all around me, you are the peace that calms my troubled sea, when the cares of this world darken my day, you are the light that shines and shows me the way... "
